I've changed? YOU CHANGED!

You always say I've change, then what about you? You totally change into a different person, your not the old xxx I met. Why must you stick to her so much? She will change your world upside down, she will make you know more guys and stuff, I mean, like next time all your mind will be all boys instead of studies. So I just wanna say, think about it.

You changed and not me nor her!

Like what you always tell me, 'She is not talking to me anymore.' Well, you wanna know why? Because you'd change. You have completely changed into another different person. I told you not to be so close to her and yet still, you are close to her. Stop telling me that you're closer to me, I got eyes Kay? I can see it! Don't think I'm blind. I can see! Don't act too! You always tell people that you don't know any guys from Seri Titiwangsa, but after school what we saw is you and her and two guys. The more you stick to her, the more you change. Even me also beh tahan you. And don't always like do those eyes thingy like the 'duh' face to me, I feel like slapping you LIKE SERIOUSLY. And I regret asking you to go to the tuition, it's like DEATH to me now, when you're there. And you everyday like to say that dude's name everyday, it's like you are the one who likes him and not me. And do you know that it's annoying? Gosh! Change your habit and yourself will ya?

I LIKE CHUU~

Helloooooo :) me is back! Omg I got something to say! I had a feeling on youuuu. Umm, yeh! I had a feeling on you. Do you have the same feeling as me? Everytime when I look at you it just feel like something happen in ma life! Do you also have the same feeling as me? Do you know that everytime you smile, I feel like smiling too? Whenever you smile, it just seem so bright! :) I really wish you will talk to me... I wanna talk to you so badlyyyy...

I really like you :) really really like you :) chuuuu~

Hate Me, Love Me. I don't care.

Ok hey! New topic again. Yeh. So about the title "Hate me, Love me. I don't care." yup it does relate to me. Well, few days ago, I was suffering thru frustration and friendship problems. I never cried that hard before. It's like I cried from morning until the class finish. It's really tiring after you cried and you'll probably will get headache. Why I cry? Because of friends. They talk bad about me, hate me, used me, treat me like a maid. I had enough of this. Do you actually know I'm suffering since I was 13? Now I'm turning 15, can you just don't be so childish or use ur common sense and think about what will happen if the person knows the truth? It will hurt them so badly that they will think negative thoughts. This happens to me but I never think of Doug stupid things. You know why? Because the bible says we have to forgive people, I forgive them for hating me, talk bad about me. But why can't they just think for a minute how bad it will be if you do this kinds of things to your friends? It's been 3 years and yet you keep all the secrets from me. If you dont like me, you can just tell me you dont like me, my attitude or whatever, I don't mind. It's better if you tell, because I can change my bad habit. But you guys are not even telling me! Always act like you friend with me, actually inside your heart you all all saying those foul languages like "Fuck you la, shut up la bitch!, go away!" right? Right now, this is not in my life anymore, there are no true friends, you hate me, just go ahead and hate me. I don't care. I have god with me. :)